Hi Eddie, Welcome to SR, You'll get lots of support, good information and advice here. First thing is Please see your dr first, he/she can help you detox safely.
I was in your shoes 22 months ago and said the same thing "enought is enought" I was a 30+ years drinker. The key for me was start a program of recovery, AA is one option, but there are others. But whatever program you choose PUT ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL AND ENERGY INTO IT. To get started you need to have a open mind. For me I was not able to solve this problem myself. You can do this Eddie!
Best wishes, and I hope you find your path in sobriety.
Road