I find it funny b/c ...I noticed there was a problem because i started snorting my Ritalin. I think it's pathetic but I envy- I don't know if you rock music lovers know of Layne Staley from Alice in Chains but he died from Heroin and I envy him. Why??? Why am I....why do I want more and more.
I recently read the movie Requiem For A Dream-that movie scared the crap out of me.
Here is what I don't get.....some people quit their drug use but then they go back to drinking..like the band AIC. they drink now but they said they quit the heavy drugs. Is there a time where you can drink and not go overboard?
I know it's impossible to say that I'll quit forever. It's pressure. My mom has it around the house.....it's everywhere >they do not get it. They are unsupportive.