Originally Posted by Kmber2010

A very good post because for years I tried so hard to be that "normal" drinker. Drink whenever I felt but somehow call it ok, normal, etc.

I now no longer wish to drink, no longer have any interest in it. Why? Because for me.....ohhhhh I learned through years of head banging that I just can't stop drinking once I start....found that no matter how insane my life and actions were....I would still drink. A good day for me then was to be home alone with a full house of booze and plenty of mixers to go with it. That was the high point of my drinking....to be drunk and alone.

Thx for sharing