struggling with NC
In the past week, my xabf has emailed me the lyrics to Garth Brooks "The Dance".
He texted me a day later saying he just wanted me to know that he was thinking about me, missing me, and loving me. He said I had no obligation to text him back (which I didn't) but he felt compelled to tell me that.
The following day I got a text telling me that the portraits we had taken like 2 months ago were in and they were beautiful. He said he was going to buy them all and get them to me somehow (why bother?) and that he loved me.
Tonight I get yet another text telling me "I love you. Stop this senseless nonsense; you know I love you in every way. Nobody is gonna love you more. You know this. Call me, text me, ILY"
I know I shouldn't answer him but it's getting harder because I want to let him know that nothing about our situation has changed, but I still and always will love him. Is that like really wrong?