That is the truth. To be honest, I don't know who I am. I was 17 and him 19 when we got together 11 years ago. Kids, we were. Then we got pregnant with our daughter a little over a year into a childish relationship. From what I can remember, I was a silly, giggly, giddy, goofy, carefree, sparkling, happy happy person with a lot of spirit and heart. I really miss that. I do. But it is hard for me to relate to that now, I am a grown up, with children. I do for myself every Thursday night a group guided meditation with like minded people ... it is my therapy ... I love it and it makes me shine.