Originally Posted by Joiner;
There has to be another way to feel good other than drinking!!!
Doesn't actually sound like drinking is making you feel particularly good these days.
You aren't a bad person. Dee is right you need to forgive yourself. The most important thing for me to learn whean getting sober was to love myself. When we love ourselves we don't sabotage our lives and hurt ourselves with alcohol abuse.
Welcome to SR!