Hi Joiner,
I'm sure it's not easy for your husband to forgive, but fortunately he wants to do that.
When I began recovery, I made a promise to myself that I would do everything I could for both my kids and I have done that. I've had ten years to be the mother to my grown-up daughter that I wanted to be. I have never let her down. It helps me to know that I am able to do whatever I can to help make things easier and better for my children and grand-children. You can work on being the wife you want to be for your husband.