dyeman
So sorry for your hurt and pain. I know how you feel. I have this awful feeling that eventually my AH and I will have to part ways because he just won't stick with anything (except drinking) for any length of time to give it a chance.
We've been married going on 14 years and you hate to chalk it all up but if this is the way life will be for 20, 30 who knows how many years is it worth it?
I would anticipate mine to be just as bad with all the nasty, hateful things being said.
I'll be thinking about you and praying for you. cwohio