It is stress and I was just in the shower realizing that now my entire social life will change. My boyfriend works late nights and we used to go to the bar together- I can't do that anymore. I am al wound up after working 13 hours- I usually go to the bar but instead I am at home typing on a laptop(jacking wireless from the neighbors) and talking to people I have never met before about our alcoholism and that is all I have done for the last 2 nights. I feel a little weird and little lame but someone told me recently that it was tough to dive into sobriety but it was incredibly worth it and they would never go back. Feel free to hit me up sometime to chat or something.