oh Sapphire...wanna take a trip to Montreal and come get some hugs? I'll dedicate an entire week-end to hugging you
I remember how to feels to want that contact. In the end, the only times XAH touched me were when he wanted sex. I compensated a great deal by spending time with my cats and hugging my daughter a lot. To this day, she's a very affectionate toddler.
I'm so excited for you about the new house!! Perhaps you can focus on that project to try to get through the holidays. I know it won't be easy, but you WILL get through.
to you for doing so well!!!