((Redheadsusie))
I hate that you are in a relationship with someone who abuses you - yes my sweet friend - I truly believe that this is mental/emotional abuse.
For me, it slowly ate away at myself, my dignity, my self-esteem and my will to live. By God's Grace and a recovery program - I finally got away from this unhealthy life. It wasn't easy, but it was worth it.
I am amazed when i look back and think of the things I tolerated but when in the situation it is difficult to see just how unhealthy and abusive it can be - A good start for me was attending Al-Anon meetings, reading recovery literature, visiting with people here on SR and just allowing myself to communicate with my Higher Power and to start to HOPE for a better life.
Today I'm living that PINKFUL life -One day at a time - I pray that you will too one day!
PINK HUGS,
Rita