Originally Posted by
ItsMe23 
I feel like something's missing I want to drink and feel the satisfaction but know I cannot
You think so? Yep, sounds like something's missing. Don't know how many times I've posted this little section, but it fit my experience exactly.
Originally Posted by AA BB 1st
They are restless, irritable and discontented, unless they can again experience the sense of ease and comfort which comes at once by taking a few drinks-drinks which they see others taking with impunity. After they have succumbed to the desire again, as so many do, and the phenomenon of craving develops, they pass through the well-known stages of a spree, emerging remorseful, with a firm resolution not to drink again. This is repeated over and over, and unless this person can experience an entire psychic change there is very little hope of his recovery.