Pink, i am glad you have started this thread . it is a good tool. you can use it to vent. we are all here cause we share a common problem with drugs, alcohol ect. i have found deep within me a great strength. as of tomorrow i will have nine weeks abstantant. i owe these people here a great dept. they have helped me and we have helped each other. we are learning to take our lives back and set ouselves free. one day at a time forever. you can do it too, join us.