Hi Pink
I'm Rowan, I'm an alcoholic. I just wanted to welcome you here - I'm so glad you posted. I hope you keep up with the NA meetings -- AA literally saved my life. I never thought I could get sober and stay sober, and I never thought I would be happy sober. I was so wrong! Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing; have faith and keep coming back!
God Bless
Love Rowan