Hey Theresa. Hang in there. It does get easier. I, too, have a family that likes to drink. The first few holidays I spent with them sober felt a little awkward, but it got infinitely better. Now that I have a few years under my belt, it doesn't even really phase me. I still remember all too well how awful it was when I was drinking--nothing even remotely fun about it near the end. Today, I am grateful for my sobriety and grateful that I have a loving family who drink--but don't get stupid about it. If I could say that about myself, I wouldn't have quit, right?
Keep on keepin' on, girl!!