Need Some Advice
Hi my nane is Kim and I have been with my Fiance for almost four years and it seems that he can never get his act togeather for a long period of time. He has been to rehab for treatment for drug and alcohol abuse he stayed clean for one year and that was in 2001. Then he relapsed and caught a felony for a B&E. Then he clened up his act for a couple of months and then relapsed again on christmas eve with the use of alcohol. He has been on probation for the past three years with drug testing and everything. Last summer i found out i was pregnant with our daughter and during that thime he fell back into drugs and treated me really bad purposly so that i would leave him, but i didnt. I know that he is a wonderful person when he isn't on drugs. He quit doing drugs in febuary when he was caught trying to falsefy a drug test, and thought he was going to serve time, but the couet put him on a zero tolerance program. He finishe dthe program on monday the 19th and that night he went i got high with some friends and then came home and of course i knew as soon as he walked in the door. We got into an arguement and i told huim that i have had it and that i was leaving, i still here but i fell as if all he ever does is blame me and the fact that he has to lie to me waht he's doing and that we don't know who to communicate and if would work in communication he wouldn't have to lie to me. I love him with all my heat, but my heart keeps being broken and i don't know if i can stick around this time. He said that i selfish, spoiled and that i don't trust him and that i try to control him bnecause i don't let him hang out with his friends. That is because ebvery time he does he messes up and i have to pick up the pieces. I don't know what to do anymore. I feel lost.