I will be okay will keep fighting. I guess Im scared. having had to relive everything over again for the judge and reading 7 letters on my behalf, it
just put me back to where I was 11 months ago. or even before that. just lost it I guess, felt insane. So I know this can happen, just have to work through it.
Im also scared of him. I see how he is still manipulating, not me but the system and I fear he will snap when things are put out there, the truth.
in a way Im still living with addiction, not under the same roof but still living with it. well, least I have learned to acknowledge my feelings and now can
talk about them and Im not alone. least these awful feelings didnt last long either, so thats a good thing.
I apologize just got overwhelmed