My brain is still there, but after my kidneys quit working back in '07, some of the body doesn't work right anymore. I still get shakes on warm days, can't wiggle any of my toes. They said (my friends that saw me in the ER) that my feet were the size of basket balls. I think they call it "neuropathy" (sp?) If it ever will get better, it will take years, so "they" say. Sux what I did to my body with drinking alcohol. They need a better warning, what it can do to you. Just put on the label, "warning, drinking this will kill you" It will kill us. Period. It will kill me if I decide to pick up again. Thank God, 82 days today, but I blew 3 years with one drink.
Be strong, Ms. Brown, be strong. Get with a support group, if you haven't already. It's not easy, but the rewards are priceless.