I have really begun to realize the importance of trusting our instincts. I have always been told that I have issues with trust and insecurity as if this is a problem that came out of no where. I now realize that this is because I continuously ignored my feelings of "something is just not right" from the very beginning!!!!!!!!! I believe that God speaks to us through our instincts giving us all the information we need to make good decisions, but we ignore them!!! We end up devastated and damaged because of this!!! I will no longer doubt myself! If it smells like Sh*! then it is sh*! Anxiety, insecurity...are all ways God tries to speak to us! We need to listen to ourselves more and we will avoid so much unnecessary pain and drama!!!!!