Thank you all for the words of encouragement..... I actually went tonight without drinking. I had an all day hangover so it was pretty easy to not drink since I have felt so bad all day. Tomorrow will be more of a challenge...going to a sports bar to see my beloved Steelers play. Not going with any friends who would boost me up to drink, going with the wife so I think I should be ok.
I wanted to say to MsCooterBrown I'm so sorry about your friend...very sad story.
To Yeahgr8 If I fail this time I will look for professional help. I have some issues with AA but if all else fails I will try it. I just know I have to stop regardless of the means.
Very well said Demut and thanks for the advice.
Thanks Stephnc I will keep that in mind if I need the help I will let u know.
Again thanks to all of you ....