Sorry pascal. I didnt take into consideration that telling your coworkers could affect your career. Do what you have to do to stay strong and not give into temptation. I'm sure all of us here at SR are rotting for you and got your back. I can understand being afraid of your first meeting, I was too. I expected to see a bunch of old men with the dirty over coat. You know the guys you see on the streets drinking out of a brown bag.