Hi Watch! Yes, I can relate. I know we all get tired of the cliches that go along with getting well, but "be patient, it gets better" is one that really is true. We've abused our bodies & lived a crazy life being anesthetized alot of the time. We are learning to live again in a new way.
I agree with Stella about the apathy/boredom thing. I was ready to give up in the beginning, but knew I had to stay the course or die. With every week that passed, I felt stronger and happier. That continues to this day, at almost 3 yrs. sober. You're doing great - be proud.