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Old 11-18-2010, 08:18 PM
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Apathy.

I have 18 days sober and I'm doing fine. I didn't have a physical detox this time and even the psychological withdrawal symptoms have been pretty minimal. I'm a lucky one, I know. But I was a nightly drinker, and every night now I find myself getting really apathetic. I don't feel a whole lot of anxiety or irritability specific to nighttime anymore (except on the weekends), but I also don't care. I'm really passionate about school, but now that I don't study drunk, I can't bring myself to care about getting anything done. I did very well in school when I was drunk all the time, so I don't even have the motivation of doing better. It was my personal life and health that were a total mess. Did this apathy happen to anyone else?
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