Well I made it without the bad bad side effects. I've felt foggy, dizzy, and nauseous all day long along with feeling hot and cold.. weirdly it feels like drug withdrawls.
I know zencat I was hoping I could 12 step my fears, some small part of me feels I should have white knuckled it a bit longer, I know I'm hard on myself and I do believe once back on this med my family will be able to cope better with my fears. I hope that these mild side effects get better, I can stand pain over feeling sick to my stomach.