ready2learn
I read some very hopeful things in your post.
He recognized that he wouldn't be able to resist temptation and elected to go to another facility for 30 days!!
You have been at peace ever since he entered the program!!!
You recognize that you can't control his choices and you can only work on yourself!
Those are all really really positive things! Recovery for the addict and for us is a process.......it's progress not perfection.
gentle hugs