Update*********
I talked with my therapist and I'm not going on the cruise, it was kind of a sigh of relief and my partner doesn't even care, I don't even think he wanted to go.
However, my friends are really disapointed they think my therapist is stupid and is blowing the whole drinking and cruise correlation out of proportion. They were like there is so much to do on cruises and they have those Bill W meetings everynight for you. I almost wonder if I put too much thought into this and maybe I am blowing it out of proportion, I'm not sure. Sobriety is still very new to me, just trying to find where I fit in.