Hi Craven, I hope that you're doing okay and feeling some peace inside. I wish I could give you a hug right now, I can understand what you are feeling. Isn't horrible that we have to feel this? It makes me so upset to know that there are other people out there hurting and confused because of the stupid choices of others. I hope that you are having a good day and welcome. I have to say that this forum has eased my soul and dried my tears and gave me smiles.