I have enjoyed your posts so much, firestorm. Your honesty is very much needed by those of us who still struggle daily and for those who have lots of sobriety but need the reminder that they're only one drink away....
I know some days feel hopeless but some days don't...so come visit when you can. I pray that you'll realize that we need you as much as you need us. I know it's exhausting but please don't stop trying. You're strong enough to at least keep trying and we want to be here for you.
You are loved.