I hope you come back D.
Noone is a burden here - folks in trouble, folks in need, are what this place is for.
When I first lobbed here in 2007 I was trailing weekly or biweekly - sometimes tri-weekly - attempts at sobriety behind me reaching right back into the Eighties.
Somehow, eventually, I reached that point where it clicked - I let go of thinking of drinking as a viable option.
I think everybody has their 'aha' moment - the trick is to never stop working towards it, or looking for it.
It'd be a shame to miss it, D, cos you were out banging your head against the wall.
We get it.
I get it.
But you're better here - with friends who understand, than raging out there howling at the moon alone. I've done both - this is better.
and plus - whether you like to hear it right now or not - we're better with you here too
D