Maybe you got drunk again because you're an alcoholic and failed to perfect and enlarge your spiritual life and/or work with others? That's the most common reason I see anyway..... well, that and believing one can stop chronic alcoholism with will power (which could be called avoiding the spiritual life altogether).
"For if an alcoholic failed to perfect and enlarge his spiritual life through work and self-sacrifice for others, he could not survive the certain trials and low spots ahead. If he did not work, he would surely drink again, and if he drank, he would surely die."