Why did I do that?
Hey Guys,
So, I had about 20 days clean... and last night I went out.. foolish... In the past 20 days I had gone to the same place... and was successful in not drinking a number of times. But, not last night.
God the guilt is eating at me right now. I have no idea what do/say. I mean I really could have hurt someone last night with my driving. I could have had a second DUI. I could have lost everything.
First thing I did this morning was call my sponser. I really should have called her last night.
I am so damn mad at myself right now.
Thanks for listening everyone.