Hi Greenfingers
Are you? Maybe. Maybe not. Only you can make that determination.
Sometimes I think it's actually of more benefit to focus on the problem at hand and forget the labels for a while
This weekend was just the last straw in a recent run of bad events with alcohol for me. I'm not sure why I keep going back to something that makes me ill, feel terrible guilt, upset my friends, family and partner, embarrasses me and is really detrimental to my health. I cannot do just one or two drinks. I'm coming to the realisation that I need to stop drinking alcohol-it's only taken me 12 years (since I was 14!).
Alcoholic or not, it's probably time to kick drinking to the kerb - you'll find a ton of support and encouragement here
Welcome
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