Reading your story is neat for me. So much like me. I was sober for the 10-12 month period in which i was pregnant and dealing with a newborn(in which i had insanley horrible post part deppression due to the fact that im bipolar anyway. I just went 97 sober and screwed up the night before last. My son is 3 and i feel horrible. I wont drink if im the only one home with him, I know his father is there to watch him, but i dont want him to see me drunk!! Im back on the wagon with more determination that ever. But I feel so horrible God BLess and Good Luck