I'm sorry I won't be wasting anyone's time again...................I simply cannot give this up....I am crying into my glass of wine and I really am just giving up, on giving up.
I have been defeated yet again. I cannot win over this......I am in utter despair, and I am not strong enough to fight it anymore.
God is not there for me.........I'm not strong enough alone. I haven't got what you have all got....I don't know how to get that.