It's Friday
Well, it's Friday, my kids have gone to their dad's for the weekend and here I sit alone. Not a good thing...... My mind can't stop spinning with thoughts about what his drug use has done to him, to us to his kids, to my kids....on and on. I decided I need to get out of the house and go hang out with some friends tonight. I will go and I will have fun. Hopefully I will get a few hours of him not on my mind. I found out today that he hadn't been talking to his kids this week and that there is a really good chance he lost or is about to lose his job (after 2 weeks). I just can't understand how people can do this to themselves!