Hi Sara, I'm so sorry your feeling so sad, mad, hurt and confused right now. The above posters are right. You have a plan~ stick to it and put one foot in front of the other. Once you realize his problem is really a sickness that you won't live with you will rally to get you and your children safe and away from this. Darn life~~~can really slap it to us at times. I'm also glad you have told your parents and have their support. Big hugs hon. Step away and take care of yourself.......Bonnie