The problem is last weeks AA meeting I stumbled into the giant coffee pot. A couple AA'ers thought it was funny. I didn't think it was funny because I burnt myself. I will not detox without benzos. It simply will not happen anymore. The detox is that bad. I feel like a bit of a fraud posting because I'm not even sure I want to stop drinking. yes I'm an alcoholic and drug addict but the addiction has took EVERYTHING from me.