Well I guess I'm back to hitting the sauce. I have noticed an unusual pattern to my drinking. I now drink from the moment I wake up until about 6pm & then I stop. I use to drink to sleep and pass out. I'm not sure if I can maintain this drinking pattern. I only drink beer, however, it's between 12-16 bottles. I have had DT's in the past & wish I had some Valium to stop the beer drinking. Valium seems to help me & I like taking it. I'm not sure why docs don't like giving it to me.
The bartender down the street just told me I'm not welcome anymore at the bar. I'm not sure why because I blackout every time I drink. Anyways, I'm feeling pretty pathetic right now.