Rage in recovery? Heck yeah!
Anger, frustration, confusion, awkwardness, pain...you betcha ya!
...but this is where my AA design for living comes in. I have a solution to deal with all of this and I don't even have to take a drink. Kinda cool
I'm by no means pushing AA on you, but just simply giving my experience. I have someone to call (my sponsor) who can direct me. I have a group of people I can go to talk to (AA meetings) where solution is discussed and real alcoholic problems are shared face-to-face. ...and I have 12 steps I can run through for each and every problem I have.
It's not always roses and most times I sit in my pain before surrending to my new ideas and though patterns, but so far, it's worked everytime. ...and it's getting better.
Great honest post. I bet you'll get some good answers here.