I got sober in spain and one of the guys i got sober with was 26 at the time...private message me and tell me where you are and ill give you some english speaking meetings to go to if you are down south or barcelona way...i first moved to spain at 24, went home, went back at 30 and got sober at 38!!!!! Might be an idea to get some help now if you are ready...if not you are in for the ride of your life, hold tight and brace yourself;-)