Relapse scares the crap out of me. I do NOT want to walk down that road.
I know that's why I stick close to SR. I think what I have learned....that if I even start thinking about it in any way/shape or form...to get my butt to SR and tattle on me. There is help...we just have to ask for it.
I have almost 2 1/2 years. I always, ALWAYS remember that I am not immune. It can hit again. And this time, I'm afraid I won't make it back.