Welcome, xvg! I think you're really wise to stop now before something happens.... I cringe when I think of the times I
could have had consequences (DUI, a one-night stand with someone who had a disease, getting injured from an accident, getting fired from a job, or whatever). I never had any serious things happen to me either, but it kept me from fulfilling my potential (mentally, emotionally, spiritually and probably even health-wise). It really is toxic in so many ways.
Hope you hang around and keep reading and posting. There are people here of all ages and experience with the same common goal - to support each other in sobriety. We're a pretty cool bunch (wink, wink!).