Glad to hear you're still working on it, julez. I thought for years that I might "win" the moderation game if I just worked a little harder at it. But there were those days when I just didn't feel like working at it, ya know? Or chose to reward myself (with alcohol, of course!) as a reward for all that work. Needless to say, I was doing nothing to address the obsession.....
I hope things go better with you soon. And if they don't, that you'll choose to take the sober route. If we can do it, you can too!
