Originally Posted by
Live 
If he really wanted to be clean he wouldn't have left rehab.
And he would be going to outpatient or NA or something tonight instead of using.
Amen to that.
I've been through divorce, several major surgeries, my oldest daughter becoming an addict, my youngest disappearing in the middle of the night at age 15 (she ran away), the deaths of several of my beloved pets, and the list continues on.
I've managed to stay clean/sober through all of that.
Please find some face-to-face support as has already been suggested. You deserve so much better dear, and so does your son.
He has made the conscious choice to return to active addiction
You have no control over that.
You do have control over what you choose to do for your life, and your son's life.
