Dollydo, that is exactly the way I am feeling. I just don't want to wait around and see what his addict brain moves onto next. Alcoholism, gambling--he'll always feed that part of his brain that needs a jolt. Silly ol' me thought his problem was only alcohol!
And Jadmack, thanks for the laugh
---yes, that dope was also mine!
It is his addiction he loves, not me. And his addiction is a wily shape-shifter, jealously guarding its host. The more I learn about addiction, the more it seems like a dark spirit.