Kvny - Welcome and you have our support.
SR has been an invaluable tool in my recovery. I came here and posted rather shaky and white knuckling it from a devastating bender. Believe me when I add to others....we have been there.
Our first day of sobriety starts somewhere and it might be just looking at that stale glass of wine to get us to post and share. Enough of living the insanity right? I know I spent way too many years on self destruct and thought that there was nothing beyond a life ridden with alcohol. I too thought....how is it possible to do this?
I have gotten sober and I have a good program of recovery that works for me. I needed support and help in changing how I lived my life for the better. Sobriety is a new you my friend and SR is here to support.
Looking forward to your journey. I found doing reading here to be beneficial in helping me find ways to handle the early days and learn about different methods of recovery.
Keep it going!