Got a little problem.
Hi all,
To just get right down to it, I am worried my drinking is going to cause me to do something horrible.
It's getting to the point where I drink until I pass out, then I can barely, if at all, remember what i did the night before. Then I'm fairly useless the next day. Then, I will have trouble remembering what I did the day after. Where are my kids? Did I take them to school? Do I have to work today? Stuff like that. Really scary stuff actually.
I would like to say that my sobriety starts today, but I woke up and drank the full wine glass next to my bed.
I want to be sober, but I can't imagine my life without alcohol. And I can't have just one.
Here goes nothing I guess.