When you are tired of listening that is when you need to serve. That is the fellowship. To stay sober you must serve. Yesterday was a meeting that brought me from feeling great to feeling average, I tried to stay warm, give a short precise message (about how gross my body felt after relapse, how if nothing else putting a shirt that doesn't smell like sweat and booze is nice). Some suck, but you are there to serve. This post is to hammer this home to myself for sure!