thanks augustwest. I understand not to go to shows until I am ready after a few failed attempts at sobriety. I keep trying to talk myself into seeing 1 Widespread Panic show this weekend, but I am nervous how it will turn out. I know that I will get into something based on the people I know and the environment. At least the shows are being filmed in HD video and I will be able to watch them from the comfort of my couch next week. I think that this is the best option for me right now based on past experiences.