Day 5, for the first time
So I have reached Day 5 for the first time in a long time since I got addicted to cocaine. The longest I ever went without using in the thick of my addiction was 3 days so this is a real milestone for me. As each day goes by it has less and less of a hold on me. Cocaine invaded my dreams last night but instead of being alluring or appealing I saw it for what it really was, a destroyer of lives. So wish me luck. I can't wait to see my Day 5 turn into 6, then 10 then 30 then a year. Woohoo so enthusiastic!